It's a gorgeous almost fall day outside. Sunny, breezy, kid with Autism not in too much mania, you know, the PERFECT day. Except for drama. Why does there always have to be drama? Why can't I just enjoy a nice day. I don't remember the last time I enjoyed a day.
**FROM HERE DOWN IS NOTHING BUT A BIG PITY PARTY BITCH FEST. CONTINUE READING OR NOT. BUT IF YOU CONTINUE READING, PLEASE, EITHER COMMENT WITH SUPPORTIVE "There there" TYPE COMMENTS OR STFU...BECAUSE YOU COULD HAVE STOPPED READING.*****
Seriously, I do not create drama. I usually go out of my way to avoid drama, often at the expense of my own sanity. Well, there's a futile effort because I deny myself and end up with more than my damn share of drama.
I have always worked hard to ensure that people around me are happy. I'm a little Cinderella-ish in that way because I feel like I sleep near fires and everything around me is all dirty....but I want to make everyone happy....but I'm a little tired of nobody caring if I am ACTUALLY happy. They want me happy enough that I don't lash out and make them miserable...but actually helping to prevent me from that lashing out, nah. Too much effort it seems.
Putting things back where you got them (better yet, back where they were when I put them away...because in all likelihood, you picked them up after someone else picked them up and just put them wherever.)
Hanging up a towel? seriously, you like mold? Yeah, I don't. It's gross. Preventing easier than cleaning.
Putting clean clothes away so they don't imitate the dirty ones? I'm TIRED OF SO MUCH LAUNDRY. I don't mind laundry from people wearing clothes. But how many outfits you need in a day? TWO. Work/School and relaxing clothes. But washing clothes because someone couldn't be bothered to put them away and little stimmer stimming and throwing them on filthy floor? Yeah, ticks me off. Makes my left eye twitch. Pretty sure that's a serial killer "tell".
Unloading dishwasher? Those things are clean. Put them away (again, see, put them away where they belong). You won't get cooties from them. I promise.
That brings me to the kitchen sink/hazardous waste gathering place. Do that one up there ^ and then rinse your dishes and put them in dishwasher. Then that disgusting smell won't build. Those gnat/fruitfly whatever things...won't hang out. Seriously. PREVENTION.
Seriously. Get me some help before I need some professional help. Or just get me a damned straightjacket and take me away so I can get some sleep.
There, there, Sweet. You needed a good rant. You've earned it. You deserve it. Just go on and have it! When you're finished ranting, have a come to Jesus meeting with your family.
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